Every time that I fall...it gets harder and harder to get up.
Each time that I try to get up something inside me says just stay down.
I don't want to pretend like it doesn't get harder to get up...it's so hard that I'm screaming.
I don't want to get up on my own anymore. I need help. I need to not be alone.
I need a friend that won't leave me when the first signs of struggle start to appear.
Someone that won't walk out on me when the screaming starts..