Every time that I fall...it gets harder and harder to get up. Each time that I try to get up something inside me says just stay down. I don't want to pretend like it doesn't get harder to get up...it's so hard that I'm screaming. I don't want to get up on my own anymore. I need help. I need to not be alone. I need a friend that won't leave me when the first signs of struggle start to appear. Someone that won't walk out on me when the screaming starts..
What can I do? What do you want me to say? That it's okay? Are you asking me to tell you that I forgive you? After all that you've done you expect me to tell you that it's all good? I have no need to do so. I don't want to hear you whisper my name when your lonely. I don't want to feel your hand brush across my face when you say you want me back. I don't want to FEEL anything that comes from you. I want to have morphine injected into the section of my brain where you are tucked away. I want nothing to ... Continue reading...
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Hidden Valley High School student and her older brother were killed in
a car accident Thursday morning in northern California. Grants Pass
resident Chelsea Silva, 17, and Joshua Silva, 25, of Willits, Calif.,
were in a crash on Highway 101, north of Garberville, Calif., according
to a police report from the California Highway patrol. Police were
called to the scene after witnesses reported Silva's 2001 Dodge 3500
pickup truck had gone ov... Continue reading...
Posted by Grants Pass DAILY COURIER Friday July 3, 2009. Posted In : News
I'm a 16 year old girl with a very opinionated attitude. I will NOT listen to you if you tell me what to do. (with a few exceptions) I go to High School, which one I will not say. I have 4 brothers and a sister on the way. ALL YOUNGER. I'm completely and utterly insane. Which you will soon find out once you read my very opinionated blog.
I'm a 16 year old girl with a very opinionated attitude. I will NOT listen to you if you tell me what to do. (with a few exceptions) I go to High School, which one I will not say. I have 4 brothers and a sister on the way. ALL YOUNGER. I'm completely and utterly insane. Which you will soon find out once you read my very opinionated blog.
