July 4, 2009
To the man that will be un-named...
you haunt me in my dreams.
the hurt that i feel you will never know, nor is it one that anyone else has ever known.
they say they understand that they care...they don't give a rats ass about me.
they don't even know.
the pain i caused you and was inevitable.
i just feel that i can't trust you again...
it's like i'm setting myself up for disaster yet another time.
one more night undecided.
Posted by Samantha Shaw. Posted In : Truths
July 4, 2009
I hate feeling this way...feeling like nothing is moving. Emptiness,
like a hole is taking place of where my heart and mind should be.
Crying is absolutely pointless when no one is around to stop the tears.
Fighting is impossible when there is no one to fight with. So i guess
being silent is my only option...not that anyone would listen anyways.
Well i guess i can't say anyone...one person would but...he's not
around either to listen to me whine. I want to go outside and lay down
in the long ... Continue reading...
Posted by Samantha Shaw. Posted In : Truths
July 4, 2009
When
i sit down to think about all that has happened in the past month, i
don't know what to do...whether i want to cry or if i want to laugh...i
guess the only way i'll find out is if i write it all down...It all
started with Friday February 13, 2009. I had gone through my school day
and i was at home was awaiting for my boyfriend's arrival. When he
finally got to my house i was mad at him...he was supposed to meet me
at school and walk me home. He never showed. Fast forward into the
night..... Continue reading...
Posted by Samantha Shaw. Posted In : Truths
I'm a 16 year old girl with a very opinionated attitude. I will NOT listen to you if you tell me what to do. (with a few exceptions) I go to High School, which one I will not say. I have 4 brothers and a sister on the way. ALL YOUNGER. I'm completely and utterly insane. Which you will soon find out once you read my very opinionated blog.
