July 4, 2009
Your not the first to say this to me..."I'm not looking" or "Your a
nice girl but.." who are you trying to kid? Oh! that's right, me. Don't
you hate it when people lie? I do. Nasty habbit. Anyways, when you find
it in your heart to give me one freaking chance....look me up. No
actually, when and if you were to ever find room for me in your
"crowded" space, forget about it. Because I'm just going to tell you
what you told me once upon a time...take a hike. You should've taken
your chance when you had it. Playing games; who? me? yep.
Posted by Samantha Shaw. Posted In : Truths
July 4, 2009
How can i describe how i'm feeling at this exact moment hmmm....i
can't...this indescribable weight pressing down on my
shoulders...suffocating me....what is it about this small green box
that makes me want to vomit? It's not where i want to be. What is it
about this house that makes me feel like i'm being watched? It's you.
There's no problem i must just be crazy that's a reasonable explanation
right? No! your wrong i scream. Your the one that's suffocating me!
Your the one that makes me fee... Continue reading...
Posted by Samantha Shaw. Posted In : Truths
July 4, 2009
The
need you have for her...The way you yearn for her...The essence in the
room when she is near...All of it. Only makes it harder for
me...Everytime i look at you the disapointment fills my void, for when
you meet my gaze it is not me your looking at...it's her. Past my eyes
past my feelings...and directly into her arms once again. The love you
have for her is undeniable. So i will no longer stand in your way. No
more walks down memory lane. No more embraces. No more you and I. It
all torme... Continue reading...
Posted by Samantha Shaw. Posted In : Truths
I'm a 16 year old girl with a very opinionated attitude. I will NOT listen to you if you tell me what to do. (with a few exceptions) I go to High School, which one I will not say. I have 4 brothers and a sister on the way. ALL YOUNGER. I'm completely and utterly insane. Which you will soon find out once you read my very opinionated blog.
