The need you have for her...The way you yearn for her...The essence in the room when she is near...All of it. Only makes it harder for me...Everytime i look at you the disapointment fills my void,  for when you meet my gaze it is not me your looking's her. Past my eyes past my feelings...and directly into her arms once again. The love you have for her is undeniable. So i will no longer stand in your way. No more walks down memory lane. No more embraces. No more you and I. It all torments me. I now realize that there never was an us. Nore could there be. Ever. Your love for her is unconditional,  but not for me. Now that that reality has hit me I know that I will never find a love as deep as yours.  To my delicious devious demon who torments me so.