To the man that will be un-named...
you haunt me in my dreams.
the hurt that i feel you will never know, nor is it one that anyone else has ever known.
they say they understand that they care...they don't give a rats ass about me.
they don't even know.
the pain i caused you and was inevitable.
i just feel that i can't trust you again...
it's like i'm setting myself up for disaster yet another time.
one more night undecided.