How can i describe how i'm feeling at this exact moment hmmm....i can't...this indescribable weight pressing down on my shoulders...suffocating me....what is it about this small green box that makes me want to vomit? It's not where i want to be. What is it about this house that makes me feel like i'm being watched? It's you. There's no problem i must just be crazy that's a reasonable explanation right? No! your wrong i scream. Your the one that's suffocating me! Your the one that makes me feel like i'm being watched! Your the one who puts words in my mouth! I don't want this any more. I don't want to be here...i don't know if i can stand another minute of this insanity. all the things you say to me....shove it up your ass.